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Youll Be Just Another Regret
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[Sunday
July 2nd, 2006] |
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nobody likes being alone
you do.
anyways. two new things.
journal: BleedLustxChoke
sn: BleedLustxChoke
see you around, I won't be usuing this journal anymore.
I mean, it was so 8th grade.
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[Friday
June 30th, 2006] |
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would it be completely inappropriate to wear a brand new shirt to a taking back sunday concert? or would that just be a straylight run concert?
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[Friday
June 30th, 2006] |
i'm pretty sure that, for now, all that needs to be said about last night is:
BRAND FUCKING NEW!
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[Tuesday
June 27th, 2006] |
when joe and derek are having a pool party and they call to invite you and
you ask 'who needs a ride?'
and they say 'no one'
and you ask 'who is there?'
and they say 'just us'
and you ask 'who is coming?'
and they say 'dunno, joes sister, she may bring some people'
and you ask 'why are you calling me?'
and they say 'because its a pool party, fool!'
you start to get suspicious.
i hate second-guessing things, but they never call me...
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[Tuesday
June 27th, 2006] |
I was just thinking about how big panic has gotten, and how at the truckstops and statelines tour in orlando jordan asked brendon if he'd seen three girls around (hillary, marissa, and me) when he was looking for us after the show.
like, wtf? who goes up and asks the lead singer of a band 'have you seen my sister and her friends?' and then proceeds to describe us?
fuck panic at the disco.
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[Tuesday
June 27th, 2006] |
www.myspace.com/melee
if you read my journal, and you're on my friends list, then youll be invited to my birthday. that means that you should listen to that band now, and get to liking them quick, because that's who will be playing.
pee.ess. i need someone to go to a bakery with me to get a cake :/
like, the whole taste testing thing and shit, and then pick out what i want it to look like?
i have a feeling harley is going to call dibs.
but, you know, i think nicole should prob come too. and jackie. and marissa. we'll be fatties together.
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[Monday
June 26th, 2006] |
i regret not going to the orlando warped.
OMGZ its ALEX: only because he totally would have remembered me from friday, since you guys were up front
underOATHxTBS182: yeah he probably would have
underOATHxTBS182: he would have been like "oh my god its that girl again"
underOATHxTBS182: in a freaked out way
OMGZ its ALEX: stfu!
underOATHxTBS182: lol
OMGZ its ALEX: 'omg shes totally stalking meeeee FUCK'
yeah, basically.
and, just so you know, i've been dead these past couple of days.
AND ITS TACO NIGHT!
/mexian noises
NACHOOOOOOOO
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[Saturday
June 24th, 2006] |
basically, wow. let me just say that, right off the bat.
i love nicole, harley, and marissa.
i loved doing this:
my dads house
waffle house (different sort of houses)
wal*mart
my dads house
my moms house
SUPER wal*mart
dunkin doughnuts
my dads house for 3-4 hours of sleep (four for those of us who weren't scared of ghosts)
chic-fil-a
mcdonalds
cvs
P3(5)
starbucks
FUCKING WARPED TOUR
im a sucker for being sucked in, and ended up buying five cds before we even got in. jesus, come on. one came with a free shirt, one came with the singer of the band being hunted down to sing me a song hemade up on the spot, one came with a boy who had pretty eyes (and who said pete wentz hit on him once), one came with a guy who said they sounded like hellogoodbye/theacademyis..., and i don't exactly remember who the other one came from. whatever.
armor for sleep was sacrificed for the academy is..., basically so we could have CENTER UP AGAINST THE BARICADE AND OMG, william made eye sex with us all. they continue to amaze me. they only get better and better each time i see them. and, oh, did i mention they came on the stage with afternoon delight playing in the background? yeah, it skippe,d they looked upset, but it was still great. i saw tony AND johnny. not to mention basically half of gym class heroes and fftl were watching from the side of the stage. along with some random really asian kid (not billy) and some chicks (who i was really jealous of)
seriously, though. fucking... i could have left right then and there.
all the other bands, fuck it, dont even care to tell you how those went.
we met the butcher coming from where the buses were, only because we were waiting for jackie (thanks jackie, you made it so we got to meet the butcher) and then adam and william at their tent. william probably thinks im a fucking stalker what with myhuge picture of just him. good thing i didnt get the 8x10. (6x8 ftw, yes plz)
sdlkfhsldghdgh
best warped tour for me yet, only because of the academy.
god, i love them.
and, for some reason, i really would like to mention i love nicole at this point as well. because during the academy she kept looking at me with this huge grin on her face. and i knew, i just KNEW, it was because she knew how fucking stoked i was. and like, i did it to her during FOB when we saw them. its just looking at your friend and being excited for them that theyre so excited. so, yeah.
p.s. i didnt tell anyone, but sonny moore played eye sex with me too, because i have wandering eyes when it comes to shows sometimes, and was like, staring at him for no reason when he stared back. and i didnt tell anyone because he freaks me the fuck out. seriously. cut your hair little girl. and stop being so bulbous.
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[Thursday
June 22nd, 2006] |
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sometimes, i like to dance around my room screaming 'IM A GREAT FRIEND'
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[Thursday
June 22nd, 2006] |
i'm going to a funeral today with stewart.
and maybe pete wentz can put the fun in funeral, but I sure as hell can't.
and it's a little ironic that i'm wearing the dress i wore a week ago to a wedding.
but, hey, the last funeral i went to was my grandmothers.
and shit, if this stirs up memories i'm screwed.
EDIT
Never again. Not unless I loved that person completely and totally. I'm sorry, but to have to feel so fucking shitty, and to cry and stuff.. It's just... I only want to have to go through that if I have to.
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[Wednesday
June 21st, 2006] |
today I bought:
the hush sound cd
cute is what we aim for cd
dave melillo ep
melee cd
hellogoodbye dvd
warped tour tickets
a pancake
a hash brown
a coffee
and i think, ultimately, the perfect gift would be the type of mix tape that someone spends hours making. not in the actual making of it, not that their cd burner sucks likenicoles, but in the picking of the songs. like the lyrics matter so much its almost like you wrote them yourself. yeah... things that people make, those are the best kinds of gifts.
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[Monday
June 19th, 2006] |
I'm not so sure it would be a day without updating emo-tastically in my journal. And you can't yell at me for spelling emo-tastically wrong because I can spell made up words however I fucking feel like.
warped tour's friday, and I must admit i'm looking forward to the academy and the clandestine merch table (pete wentz clothing? yes please.) i'm also looking forward to a little dancing a-la hellogoodbye style. and i obviously don't have high hopes of coming out of that thing looking anywhere near cute. (i hate florida summers/winters/falls/springs)
then the 29th is brand new, and i must also admit i'm way stoked for that show. nightmare of you + brand new = imisshillary.
oh yeah, my trains of thought own.
I'm going to miss a certain brown friend of mine named julie shull. she's going to a better place... college.
haha, i just scrolled down to see what i was writing and saw my default icon and wtf i love william beckett and nick scimeca a lot...
/end pointless rambling.
(and now my phone is talking back)
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[Sunday
June 18th, 2006] |
me: have you ever broken a bone before?
harley: no...
me: well what was like, the most painful thing you've ever done?
harley: i've gotten a shot before.
me: YOU WERE SHOT!?
harley: no. a shot. i've gotten a shot.
me: oh, i was about to call you 50 cent...
harley is pretty awesome, and so is nicole. i missed jackie, because i fell asleep and didn't want to disturb her gym time.
i missed my friends and they were only gone for a week. and to think that, had i not got into tarpon, i'd have moved to missourri to live with my aunt... Jesus i was miserable.
i'm wearing mens deoderant because im too lazy to unpack, or maybe i just have some sort of fetish, yeah?
and i'm sitting here with a toel wrapped aorund my hair in pajamas i wore even before i took a shower feeling pretty fucking useless.
capt-n-crunch cuts the insides of your mouth. they should figure out a way to fix that, and then maybe it would be the best cereal ever. as is it's only second best to trix, the non-low fat kind, but only because trix is for kids and i'm hanging on to that.
somebody needs to do something with their lives around here, dont' make it be me.
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[Sunday
June 18th, 2006] |
sleeping for 17 and a half hours and then waking up tired should be an olympic sport.
So should then eating cookie dough and a melted slurpie for breakfast.
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[Saturday
June 17th, 2006] |
i kind of want to know if anyone else is like me.
if anyone else gets so fucking low, just to look around and appreciate everything they have.
if anyone else goes 'shit, my life sucks' all the while knowing they have it great.
its like i look at my picture wall, and think 'i have no friends' but completely know that's not true at all. not at all.
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[Friday
June 16th, 2006] |
sometimes, i do shit that you don't even know about. and its like, i don't get recongnition for it, but that doesn't matter, because i don't think you could treat me any more like a best friend even if you knew.
i love you, and reading this you won't even know who you are.
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[Friday
June 16th, 2006] |
talking to derek online always makes me happy.
he makes me laugh and that's all that matters, sometimes.
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[Thursday
June 15th, 2006] |
i'm home and it's like "did you miss me?"
spent the day in airports when i didn't have to, appreciated the times when i went with my friends just for fun.
they aren't good for sleeping but they're good for figuring out who is happy and who is just a ghost, ringing silently empty and forcing fake smiles.
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[Wednesday
June 7th, 2006] |
for the first time, in a long time, im going on vacation with no feeling of want whatsoever. i dont want to leave because, yeah, i have friends. wtf. and it's bfe, of all places. family reunions without the whole family, no thanks.
i've realized that, wholeheartedly, i can say that i'd kill myself without music. if i were to ever go deaf, for any reason, i'd literally kill myself.
there you have it, ladies and gentlemen, don't want to get charged with murder? figure out a way to make me go deaf.
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[Wednesday
June 7th, 2006] |
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when you havent seen your family in years, what do you wear?
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